" I thought my life is going according to plan.
From A to B, B to C, C to D,
But I just can't move forward to D"
- Jo Guk
"I had to make a decision.
I am not going to care about the funny
and easily bullied person.
Whether should I let you go because of
my happiness or because of your happiness
that will cause me to be unfortunate.
No one can answer this type of question easily.
However, my decision can cause me to lose
a lot of things but I am more afraid of losing you.
Even if you can't stand beside me,
I hope that you will not go too far.
Even if you are standing opposite of me,
I hope that you can stand nearer to me"
-Jo Guk
"Are you as down on luck as us?
Both of us are born with different fate.
Everyone is hunting us down.
There is a wall in front of us.
There is a cliff right behind us.
I love her, love her to death
I keep thinking of not letting her go, think until I feel like dying
If I hold on to her, she will die
If I let her go, I will die
What are you going to do, if you were me?
So just accept her apology.
She cry a whole day for me.
Please not let her be upset anymore.
See. No matter what I say
She will cry"
- Jo Guk
what we could have been, 8:13 AM.
Deep in the heart, you know the answer.
what we could have been, 1:00 AM.
Could be this month, you will be faced with a hefty expense. Perhaps a new car, a home or a pricey academic program. If you are sharing this financial burden with a partner or family member, be sure to work out a clear and realistic budget. One of you may be over estimating your ability to contribute. Taking out loans may be difficult. But it could be wiser than blowing cash you could be spending on everyday living. You may experience a slump in morale after the 19th, as social activity begins to slow. Existential angst can creep in to replace the frenzied activity you so thrive on. Try to handle your black moods proactively. Spend more time doing things you enjoy doing alone. Listen to music. Get stuck in a book that you can't put down. Keep a journal. If none of these strategies works, therapy might. Spend more time outdoors. Take heart. By July, you should feel significantly better. The end of the month would also be a good time to resume an old hobby. Play a musical instrument. Paint. Go fishing . Join a choir. Sew. Knit. Do handicrafts. You have mostly been oriented toward extraverted activities. You may want to reconnect with your private creativity now. Reserve time for a cherished private pastime every week. You may be asked to travel to visit a person you have never particularly liked. This is a duty call and it pretty much rains on your already cloudy April. Whether to go or not? Flip a coin.
what we could have been, 11:35 PM.
Haven update for long as I dun have anything to update. Well, this is the post for my wishlist hoot.
Canon Powershot SX10 IS, one of my top list for my wishlist. Hope someone can donate me the money to buy this camera. I know I have one camera already but this is pro consumer camera with 20X optical zoom sia. Before my DSLR, hope can get this one.


2nd one is my long long wishlist which I haven buy yet which is Wii!! I wanted buy this since ard 1 or 2 years ago and still waiting on my wishlist.

Last but no least, DSi! Well, this has been added to my wishlist since it has been announced but the *ahem* cart still not stable yet so I guess had to wait before I buy it.
what we could have been, 11:23 PM.
Well, SMU interview is over. I believe that I did not do well for the interview as the other interviewees are very creative and if they are selected, I know why there is this kind of person call Edison in SMU already. Just hope that I can get letters from all three unis and best is from NUS.
what we could have been, 8:19 AM.
Finally rain today. Its been hot for the past few days and it finally rain heavily today. Kinda sian today, went back to my room to play DS, my grandmother complain why I keep sleeping. Then go back living room to play com, then she ask me why I dun wan switch off my com. Dunno what she wan me to do, suddenly complain about what I'm doing at home nowadays.
Went mustafa today and felt like as if I'm in India. The field is "filled" with Indians and there is no proper order at that place. Don't think I will be going to that place again.
Getting more emo soon as the interview is coming. Seriously hoping there will be news for
NUS/NTU as I really want to get into NUS for my further studies. Pray hard that good news will arrive soon.
what we could have been, 9:02 AM.
March will be a month of intense labor for Sagittarians. It may be linked to your career or it could be something more intimate. Something dark happening in your personal life. Either way, the intensity will be demanding and will most likely reach some kind of climax at the end of the month. The outcome?
Trot along patiently, working through each snarl in its own time. Yes. It hurts. But the only way out of the whole situation is through it. Your love life will probably be taking a significant turn at the end of March. Either a serious long term relationship could end or a dazzling new relationship begin. If it is the former, then make a clean break. You have a tendency to be volatile when wronged. To what end? Remain calm. Acknowledge the love that was shared and be done with it. If you are, on the other hand, starting a new liaison, it looks exceptionally promising.. As you are evolving through this special time of either breaking or making love relationships, it might feel a little scary. These kinds of transitions tend to sap our confidence. If you break up, reward yourself. Do something you love to do that your previous lover wouldn't hear of letting you do. If you are newly in love, my only advice is not to make any commitments until you have been together for 18 months. Don't sigh and grouse and kick the tires of your life. 18 months is not that long. It is, in fact, just enough time for all the warts and former girlfriends and boyfriends, wives and husbands and children to surface. After that, if you stay together, it's probably going to work.
what we could have been, 8:08 AM.